So Close.

Have you ever been so close to something that you just keep trying at it and beating yourself up and in the end you realize you were actually too far from it in the first place. I hate when this happens because for one thing it makes you feel like you may be able to acomplish something, and two it makes you feel proud, but then it is all shattered when you come to that devistating conclusion. It seems like when this happens in a physical activity we get madd and that is what drives us but in an emotional situation fear is what drives us. Either way it hurts.

Just Wondering.

I just was wondering why girls get madd when you look at them. lol. Like when you check them out and you get caught by them. I mean come on if your gunna wear what you wear then im gunna look. If you wear a low cut shirt, im sorry im gunna look at your clevage. If you were wear a regular shirt then i look at you and pay attention to you, but when you wear the stuff you do im looking. I understand that you wanna look good and w.e. and thats great i like it when you wear that stuff but you know im gunna look so dont get madd when you catch me.

No Pigeons

I Just wonder why girls get madd when you are flirting with other girls. I know that sounds stupid but let me explain. Say you like a girl and it seems like she likes you too but you dont know for sure and you dont wanna ask her out because you are affraid of rejection. She just goes through each day teasing you and leading you on and you cant help but to give into it. So when you finally say " I cant give into this anymore" and you go and flirt with another girl, the one you like finds out and gets madd. On the other hand say you are not affraid of rejection and you ask her out and she says no, because she doesnt really like you shes just teasing you, the next day shes acting wierd and like trying to stay away from you like your a freaking stalker or something. How about just when you are flirting with a girl but actually trying to be nice and do the right things to make a girl your girlfriend and shes not giving you any signs or anything saying that she likes you or even that she wants to just be friends. Shes just giving you mixed signs and you are going crazy because you dont know what to do and if you do act on it you look like an idiot if she doesnt like you like that and then once again the next time you see her she acts wierd quarenteed. I just want to know why poeple say your a "Player" or something when your just trying to find someone to date. I mean how are you suppose to find someone without flirting with them? Also how are you suppose to know when a girl really likes you or when shes just teasing you? Ladies please help me out. Thanks. Peace.

Why?

Why did i make a blog? lol. I have no idea but i guess it was from being extremely bored and my boy derek told me to. Since i made this ill tell about myself i guess. My name is Nick. People call me slaw but thats a different story. Im pretty lazy except when it comes to sports. I love to eat and sleep and play video games. I hate school mostly becuaes of the work but also for the stupid drama that occurs very often. I dont rly hang out with alot of people because of this and also because im a very "people based" person. There is alot of things that poeple do or say that piss me off so i try to be around people that dont do these things. So if i dont hang out with you alot or talk to you at all either i dont know you or you piss me off. There is a small amount of people that do this and thats why the B-Team was formed. It's me and my boys and we jus chill and have fun and get away from the crap that goes on. Ill get more into this later but thats pretty much it about me. I've got plenty of stuff to talk about so ull be hearing alot more. Peace.