So Close.

Have you ever been so close to something that you just keep trying at it and beating yourself up and in the end you realize you were actually too far from it in the first place. I hate when this happens because for one thing it makes you feel like you may be able to acomplish something, and two it makes you feel proud, but then it is all shattered when you come to that devistating conclusion. It seems like when this happens in a physical activity we get madd and that is what drives us but in an emotional situation fear is what drives us. Either way it hurts.